i’m sitting at my desk, straw in mouth, drinking coke zero. i wished i could call a friend now. i’m procrastinating, because i don’t feel like studying for tmr. i sound lazy, when i say tmr can wait, and the next. i just wanna live for the moment.
maybe i haven’t prayed enough. the free time i have, i don’t use it to talk to God. i rather surf facebook, catching up on net gossip and do anything than to take my bible out to read.
i am bored, though i am supposedly busy. i am tired.
whatever.
My richest gain, I count but loss
And pour contempt on all my pride.
Forbid it Lord, that I should boast
Save in the death, of Christ my God
All the vain things, that charm me most
I sacrifice them to his blood.
you know. it’s sometimes not about trying harder the next time.
either you have it or you don’t. if you’re not smart, you are really not smart. you can try again, but how far can you go? thatt much. period.
Nothing much.
Essays overload, but other than that. I have the bestest best person in the world. Yay. (((((:
Feel like there’s this huge chunk of something stuck in my throat which i can’t get rid of.
I’m frustrated. So so angry.
Registered my mail like almost a week ago, but no sign of it on the tracking system. fuck the Australian Post.
Can’t log on to the school website- anu isis though i can get through wattle. screw the school.
Can’t access the school’s secured network- anu secure even though the good school’s IT people tried to help me. Not so good school after all. Can’t even solve their IT problems.
Can’t access Facebook on my iphone. I want to slice apple.
Some people spoilt my umbrella and pretended as though nothing happened. Didn’t even tell me about it, Nothing. So fuck them?
I finally had a bath with hot water in almost a month!! DAMN HAPPY when I stepped out of the shower cannnnnnnn! Like, I was smiling like a retard to myself.
OKAY having FACEBOOK withdrawal symptoms. I need the doctor now. I am so really tempted to activate it again. HAHA okay. SELF CONTROL!
